Can I hugs You for awhile God ?

God... I'm grateful for all that you've give to me..


The Smile, Tears, Sad, Laugh. It's all make me happy live in this world. Your world..

God.. but if someday I grumble to you, will you angry to me? will you angry of my words that i had say before, that I'll always say 'Thanks God' even the trouble make me sad and down.

I have been always to tried, but I guess it doesn't work.
Such as want to give up .
But once again, I think if I give up, I just get something else worse.

God, can I have all what I imagined ever .

Get a palace, have a princes, preferred by everyone, have an appealing smile, a complete family, have a beauty dress, the large plantation of fruit, and anything all that i want. and it never the expired.

But, if i consider, that's not will be the eternal happiness.
than...
be the good child for my parents, good girl, good friend, good woman, and of course, good human for You..

God... If someday I cry, tired of my heart that never collaboration with my little heart, may I ask you to teach me again, one more again for give me a full patiently.

If You can't give me a shoulders to cry on.. please, just give me a person who can make me smillin' again, and never cry anymore..

Let me pray, whisper anything that i would say to you..

and Hugs Me Please, If I really feel tired..

Just for awhile..

And I wont give up...

Because you've give me a warm here *heart*

And always give that..

I believe, You wont make me cry, without the be the hand to weep my tears..